Something is really bothering me right now. I guess it's sort of hard to explain...but since I have time, I'll try.
It's about Jim. I am so confused..I don't know if I still like him anymore. Okay..yes I DO still like him..but I don't know. And I don't know why I feel this way either. I can't say I'm starting to like Mark again, because I honestly don't think I am. I think it's because I have much more interesting conversations with Mark, and he's funner to talk to? Ugh!
Maybe it's just some random phase I'm going through tonight. Or maybe it's because I worked with Jim today, because Bethany got to work with him in the kitchen..well actually..she sort of took it upon herself to go back there. The little green monster struck me, I'll admit. He's not my boyfriend, so is it wrong for me to be jealous that another girl is quote un-quote..flirting with him? Even though it wasn't even flirting..just the fact she was back there and I wasn't? Man..I need help.
I think I should start liking a guy from my own school..but that would be hard because there isn't a single guy right now I could think that I'd like more than a friend. Of course there are plenty that I find attractive..but to have a crush on? Nah. Zach, so far has been the only guy I truly had a crush on from my school...thank the lord THAT'S over. lol. I still see him around, but that little spark isn't there anymore. My heart rate stays the same, I just walk on by, barely giving a second glance. Kinda sucks though..if I would have put more effort in it in 9th grade, we could have maybe really had something. Cause honestly..we clicked really well. But I guess you'll have that.
Screw guys. Because in the end, your friends are more important.
Alright, and why isn't my talky box working?? I'm a little salty right now. It won't show up. I'm about to go and delete the stupid HTML code. Grrr..
Alright..enough rants for tonight. I'll leave on a good note here; only one week left of school till SPRING BREAK...yehaw ;o)
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