I have come to the conclusion that guys are just one big mystery. I mean seriously. They are like this one huge puzzle that takes FOREVER to figure out.
Seriously..they give mixed messages, you never know of they like you or not (unless they are extremely obvious which isn't often!!) and I dunno.
Like with Jim, I have no clue. Like sometimes he gives subtle clues. I can't really explain them..but he kinda sent one today. I worked with him for like 15 minutes but we were conversating and it kinda came up. He was outside shoveling and I went out to throw out the garbage bag and he hadn't seen me when he came in and he's like "Hey! Are you working now?" and he seemed kinda hopeful..but I told him I was only gonna be there for another 15 minutes and he was like "Oh..okay." So I dunno..and that's not all..there has been other times. I was saying something and he thought I said I was going to a concert with Dan and he seemed disappointed about it. sigh. Maybe I'm just imagining it.
When May rolls around I MIGHT have enough courage to ask him to my prom. But probably not..I am too shy. I can just ask my good old pal Caleb (who I rarely talk to! lol) Thats a few months from now so I have time.
Anyways..HAPPY 2002 everyone!! I worked all day then we had some relatives come over for awhile. Then I attempted to work on my englosh homework only to realize I left this packet at school and it's due 1st period tomorrow. I am such a procrastinator!
My new years eve was soo boring. I am such a loser..I babysat! The 4 year old didn't go to bed till like 12:30 am so I was stuck watching kid movies all night. Once we watched "Thomas and the Magic Railroad" I was ready to shoot myself!! Ahh. I made $40 atleast.
School tomorrow. I'm off!
