Perhaps I should write a "real" entry, but frankly I'm not in the mood, and my mind just simply won't allow it tonight.
JFo brought up a good point at work tonight..she's starting to get her body back into the "back to school" mode, um, yea, I haven't been doing that and I can see it now that come tuesday morning, it'll take more than a few screams to get me out of bed. ugh.
The whole going back to school deal is getting me down, well that, and I'm extremely tired and have mucho cramps. Periods suck balls. bleh.
I actually want to go back to school..I really do love school, but that only means that the year will fly by and my childhood will soon be forgotten and I will be pushed into the "adult" world, and I don't think I'm ready.
Okay, maybe I am, just a little bit. Afterall, I'M the one that wants to go to college in NYC, thats 8 hours away, and not to mention a big city at that. It's my parents that are deciding otherwise. I think they are just afraid to let me go, and they won't admit it. I mean, why should they care? They still have my sister who is their first born, and pride and joy. And then there is Eddie. The baby of the family, starting high school this year and of course, is going into all the honors classes. So what is their deal? sigh.
Well..now that I've rambled an entire entry about depressing stuff. I think I'll go and watch some more of "Van Wilder"..cause there is something about dog semen in a donut that makes you wanna laugh and barf at the same time :)
