My life is looking pretty low right now, to put it blatantly..it downright sucks.
I have no life.
I can never hang out with my friends anymore cause I'm always WORKING. Whenever there are plans that are made, I can never go cause I always have something else I have to do. blah.
And then there is this guy that I kinda, sorta, maybe, just a little, i dunno..like. Don't even bother asking cause I won't tell you. But anyways..me and him, um no. I don't think we could ever be more than friends. It just doesn't work out that way.
College. sigh. I haven't even STARTED applying yet. Not good. I'm awaiting the arrival of my new, and most likely worse SATs scores. The essays..don't even go there.
Then there are these people I thought were decent friends. nope. They can just as easily turn and be a bitch at the blink of an eye, or decide to be nice when THEY want to. Who needs friends like that? Not me.
There are a lot more things, but I have a crapload of homework to do and I'm done venting. There might be a *normal* entry later on tonight after I cool off a little bit..who knows.
