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mixed feelings
10:06 p.m. - march 21st 2002


Yea. A lot of things have been swimming in my mind lately. I really do think that my feelings for Jim are slowly disappearing..and sadly, I can't explain why. He didn't do a thing different to make me change my mind. Although..he really seemed to be showing more interest..or something. And that's really messed up if you ask me. Because if I'm gonna be scared away from a guy that starts showing interest. Then I'm gonna have much bigger problems later in life.

Sigh. I'm really hoping this is just a phase. I'm PMSing right now..and they say that when it's that time of the month, woman prefer more macho men..like older guys. Ugh.

Anyways..today was delightful. lol. School went by fast. Last A day before sprink break. Yay!

I got called off of work for the afternoon. That was enough to make me happy!

Then tonight I went out with Steph and Shelby for a little while. We went to the mall and I bought some underwear and a magazine. And then we went to Walmart and I got an eyelash brush..or whatever you wanna call it.

It was so funny..Steph was walking around with a stuffed hippo she named Martha, and she was asking people if they wanted to pet her. Me and Shelby almost peed our pants. Fun times! lol.

Beddy by..Night :)


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